Sunday, July 28, 2013

A new watch

I got a new watch this summer while I was traveling. I like watches but this one is a little different than the other ones I had. I didn't realize it at first. I mainly liked it because it has a shiny front on it and you can see the gears moving around on the inside. I've always liked watches, I guess it's like functional jewelry that guys can wear. Before I started in Sales on the ship a watch wasn't really something I wore on a daily basis. Working in kitchens and restaurants always prevented me because I didn't want to get them dirty or broken from multiple hand washing and rushed working patterns. I would wear a watch for a special occasions, if I remembered.
It was after I first put the watch on that I realized it was different. Sitting in the airport waiting for my light I noticed that you could actually hear the ticking. Tick, tick, tick, tick, tick there it was serving it's purpose and keeping me on time. I thought "Oh, this is neat. I can see it working and hear it working." That was just the beginning. After a day or two when I found myself idle I would be there listening to my watch. My thoughts went from this is cool to there's that ticking again. It was even a bit annoying. About a week after wearing the watch I started thinking of it as a little reminder from God that each second is, well... just a second. We're only given it once then we have another second. It would be a little extreme to live life by the second so I like to think of it more of be wise of the time you have.

Look carefully then how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, making the best use of the time, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the will of the Lord is.
Ephesians 5:15-17

You might think, well Josh, you're volunteering on hospital ship in Africa. Yes, that's true, but how much of my time is spent on myself or doing things the way that I want them? Unfortunately a lot. So now I keep wearing my watch, but when I hear the ticking instead of getting annoyed I take a second to think about what I'm really doing. Does it have a purpose or am I just wasting the day away. Have I taken time in the last day or two to meditate on the Word or God or am I just trudging along doing one task after another forgetting the main purpose of what God has planned for me now?


We have set sail from the Canary Islands. It's a long journey, but in fourteen days we will be docking in Point Noir, Congo for our next field service. Please keep the many deck and engineering crew embers in your prayers as they keep the engines running and the ship moving in the right direction.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

From the Inside Out


Tonight was the first time getting to Community Meeting since returning from my break. A group of people were planning to go out to the boardwalk after the meeting to enjoy Grand Canaria before we leave Saturday morning. I was excited to get to go out with some friends and enjoy some of the sites around, we would just be leaving as soon as the service was over. During the worship segment of the service we sang a song that I've sung many times. It's one of the favorites that we would sing in our small group that I've been meeting with on the ship. I've had the words memorized and sung them many times without giving them a second thought until tonight. There's a line in the song it says."My heart and my soul, I give you control...Consume me from the inside out." And as soon as I realized that I was saying to God, I give you control. He reminded me, HEY! You've been gone from the ship for 5 weeks running back and forth all over the place...it's time for some time with ME! So, I didn't go out. I decided it was a night to sit back and spend some time with Him. I've listened to the song a few more times it's a great prayer. I would recommend reading through the lyrics and then listening to the song while reading the lyrics. Maybe He has something to tell you or just a few moments of meditating on Him will give you some strength to get you through the day..

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart and my soul, I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise, become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

My Soul cries out to You
My Soul cries out to You
to You, to You

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out
From the inside out, O my soul cries out
From the inside out, O my soul cries out.



Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Home is what holds your heart.

Here is a short video that Mercy Ships released recently. It summarizes many of the things that are on my mind as I get ready to return to the ship later this week. I really enjoyed it and hope that you take a few minutes to watch.