Thursday, June 26, 2014

How long for this time?

If you haven't head that I'm home, I am.

If you haven't heard that I'm leaving, I am.

So, let's start this story back a little bit. Back at the end of February/beginning of March I had decided that I wouldn't be staying on the ship. I though that God had something else planned for me. I wasn't quite sure, but I knew that God had a plan so I didn't worry about it. Slowly over a few weeks I started looking around to see what kind of positions were open. I had really enjoyed working in retail on the ship and doing a lot of logistic/ supply management, but I was also open to going back to the kitchen because that's where I have training. I began looking at different conference centers and camps because I had always been interested in working in that type of setting. That the kind of work I was looking for when God opened the doors for me to go to the ship. I even went to the big organizations Christian Camp and Conference Association & American Camp Association. They have many postings of jobs that open periodically through the year, but especially for the summer months when the camping year is at it's peak.

I kept looking and looking then one night I was reminded of my time at Ridgecrest in North Carolina. For some reason it popped into my mind that there was another conference center run by Lifeway in New Mexico. I went to the Lifeway website and couldn't find any information about Glorieta so I looked it up directly on Google. I was lead to several news articles and the website of the new Glorieta. A new group of investors had purchased the conference center from Lifeway at the low cost of $1. They would be updating the aged facilities and breathing new life into a campus that has been forming over the past 60 years in Northeast New Mexico.


It really inspired me to see this group that wanted to get this place running efficiently and reach others for Christ. There was no doubt in my mind that it would take a lot of work and since they already had a successful camp running in Texas they knew all the work that it would take to make it happen. I started the application process almost instantaneously. What's the worst they could tell me? "We don't want crazy people like you on staff here!" Well after about 3 levels of the application process being opened to me and the huge help from my friend Ruben to get a video made that gave me the opportunity to tell them about my strengths and weaknesses I had a phone interview with Glorieta.

During the interview I said that I wouldn't be available to start working till July because I had been away for 2 solid years, and I wanted to spend some time at home before rushing off to my next assignment. That was back during the last week of April I believe. To say that I didn't think about going to New Mexico after the interview would be wrong. Things were very busy on the ship. Wrapping things up on the ship, my home of over two years. Saying goodbye to Congo, friends and what had become normal to me. So I waited. I knew God had a plan and it was all up to Him. I knew that Glorieta had an answer but I didn't even really need it till some time in June after I would be traveling and getting home. My two weeks of traveling finished, I made it home and I even waited another week before contacting them. The morning I called Garrison (my interviewer and potential boss) he said that he was actually writing me an e-mail at that exact moment. Up to that point I didn't have a cell phone so he didn't have any way to contact me besides e-mail. Well, I said. God has perfect timing and at that point he offered me a position at Glorieta. That was June 11th.


The last two weeks flew by. I began going through my things again. They hadn't even been put away from moving home so it was actually much easier. All of my conversations when meeting up with people for the first time since being home went like this:

Friend     "Well, how's it going being home?"
Me          "Pretty normal, I hate to compare the two worlds. They're nothing alike, so for me it has been pretty easy."
Friend     "Well what are you going to do now?"
Me          "Actually I'm leaving in less than two weeks to start a new job in New Mexico"
Friend     "Are you serious?"
Me          "Yup"
Friend     "How long for this time?"
Me          "Till they fire me."
Friend     blank stare
Me          "Well, this one is actually a paying job and I'm MOVING down there."

So yes, I am leaving. In the morning to me exact. What will I be doing? I'm not sure exactly yet. Since the summer is in full swing on campus I will be doing what ever is needed till August. That's when the Summer Staff leave and my team will get their assignments. It's most likely that I will either be working in the kitchen or in their retail area. They have three coffee shops on campus and sell a good variety of souvenirs.

I have a few personal goals.
Show people at home that New Mexico is more than desert. Glorieta is actually at about 7,000 ft. in the base of the Rocky Mountains.
Go on a lot of hikes.
Meet exciting new friends.
Enjoy life on land.
Embrace fall. I've missed the last three.
Get into a good church.
Do lots of reading.


I'm so excited that my car isn't just loaded with clothes and essentials. I was able to pack books, personal items, crafting supplies, a bunch of my cooking equipment, and even my orchids. WOW! It's going to be great. Keep posted for pictures of my road trip to see friends before getting to New Mexico and a new look to the blog.


Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Questions

Do you know it's summer?
That's the question I got Sunday night as I sat in a living room with some friends and wearing a hoodie. Yeah, I know it's summer, unfortunately for me if it's under 80 I'm probably slightly chilled.
 
Is anybody starving?
As we drove down the road to find something to eat. No, I've seen starving. I look nothing like that.
Sorry friend. I don't mean to be offensive, but I've seen kids that are starving. That word has a meaning. I think you meant how hungry are you.

You visited all those countries since you left the U.S.?
Yes, Customs Officer, I have visited the Netherlands, France, Germany, Spain, Republic of Congo, Ethiopia, Kenya & Tanzania since I left the U.S. 11 months ago. Who would have thought that quitting your job would make you a world traveler?

The last three weeks have been filled with many strange things. I should go ahead and add the last week on the ship. It seems to be a blur of goodbyes now. The last month has taken my world and flipped over. Now I'm trying to figure out what goes where.

May 17th, it's still marked on my calendar. Departure. I thought it fitting that the day I left the ship was the same day that I graduated High School, just 11 years later. I'm still trying to figure out which day will have a bigger impact on my life. Graduation from High School is a day that you prepare for over a 13 year period from the very first day of Kindergarden. Leaving the ship, my home of 2.5 years, living with my friends from around the world is a day that I never could have prepared for. Yeah, I did start packing a week before. Sold all the things that couldn't fit into my 1 piece of luggage weighing 30 Kg (66 lb.). My departure from the ship was known since the end of February but nothing could have prepared me for  the hole that would be left in my heart as we pulled out of the port. It was just minutes after I gave hugs to my amazing ship family. They even managed to spell my name out like cheerleaders as I made my way around the circle. I guess I should have expected the tears to come. After saying goodbye to people like a revolving door since the day I arrived on the ship I thought saying goodbye had gotten easier, but that day was different I was the one leaving this time. You wouldn't find me singing another one bites the dust as everyone walked back up the gangway.

After that tragic event there was a two week intermission in my transition time. I had heard that it's nice to do some traveling between the ship and home so when I decided my time on the ship would be over I started planning an unforgettable two week trek from Nairobi to Zanzibar. As I sat in a hotel lobby using a public computer to tell a few friends that I had made it safely to my destination big tears started swelling in my eyes and I decided to not be the crying guy on the trip. Instead I decided to enjoy where God had me and look out upon the beauty that He created. Fortunately I was able to see some amazing things. Camping two nights in the Serengeti and scuba diving in Zanzibar to name just two things. Unfortunately I think it caused me to push down some of those emotions that need to come out sooner or later. 


This is just a glimpse of some of the things that are rolling around my head at any given point in the day. Combined in the other half of the story, getting home. I'll post about that later.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Life Abundantly

My time on the ship is coming to an end. I will be leaving in less than a month now. As I reminisce about the last year in Congo there are many things that come to mind. I have talked a few times in the blog about Joy, but as I look back I see an even bigger picture of Beauty and Love. The stories of shared love as we live in community are too numerous to tell. It isn't anything you could understand unless you've been a part of a thriving Christ centered community. My friends onboard are truly amazing. The way they glorify God is beautiful. Their personal stories are beautiful. When we go out to the beach or for a hike we are surrounded by beauty. Thinking of all of these things reminds me of John 10.10. I think that most people stop half way through the verse, but if you go through the end it says "and have it abundantly." 

 I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. John 10.10




























Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Take a look around.


Last Saturday a group of 10 of us went out of town.  After four hours winding through the greenest tropical mountains I've ever seen we made it to Dolisie. I think my favorite part of the trip is that none of it was planned. Well, a group was planning on going and I decided to join them, but besides that many of the details were unknown till we decided there in town. It's actually one of the reasons I wanted to go so much. Everyday my job revolves around planning and having things prepared so this was the perfect opportunity for spontaneity.


When we arrived Saturday we walked through town not knowing exactly where we were going, but in the direction of a restaurant that we had heard about from people that had been before. In the day and age of cell phones interuptions and 30 minute meals we managed to get up from the table three hours after sitting down. I don't think I heard a single complaint. We were just enjoying our time, having good conversation and tasting crazy new foods like gazelle, wild boar and antelope.


Sunday morning we headed even further out of town. At the end of our 30 minute taxi ride we made it to a small village. As we drove up the children were yelling  "Mondeli, Mondeli" aka "white people, white people" in the local language. After a little bargaining we had two guides take us up to a beautiful waterfall. One day I hope to make it to Victoria Falls and Angel Falls, but I was happy to be taking in the view what was before me. It was nice to feel the cool breeze coming down with the water and even nicer to be standing in the knee deep in it taking some great pictures. On the way back I was reminded to take in my surroundings. It's a message that God has reminded me many times over the last year. As I was walking down the path to many times I found myself looking at the feet of the person in front of me. I wanted to make sure that I didn't miss any steps, but every time I looked up I was amazed at the views before us. I was focusing to much on the next step and not enough on where God had me.


Today as I booked my tickets to return home God gave me that nudge again. Take a look around. My time on the ship is limited, the end is near. In less than 60 days I will step down the gangway and into what God has for me next. I'm not sure what it is yet, there's a possibility in the works, but for now I think I'll dig a little deeper before I plan away my time here.


Friday, March 21, 2014

Blessed are you when people hate you...

I think this quote and verse are worth sharing. I came across them in a book I've been reading. Hope it can speak into somebodies life.

If Jesus had tries to make everyone happy, we would all be lost. If self-centered people are angry at you, it means you are learning to say no to evil. If mean people are displeased with you, it means that you are standing up to abuse. If Pharisaical Christians judge you, it means that you are becoming like your Savior. If your parents don't like the decisions that you as an adult feel God has led you to make, it means that you are growing up.    - Dr. Henry Cloud

"Blessed are you when people hate you and when they exclude you and revile you and spurn your name as evil on account of the Son of Man!Rejoice in the day, and leap for joy, for behold, your reward is great in heaven; for so their fathers did to the prophets."     Luke 6.22-23



Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Peace

Things were going pretty steady in January and the first half of February then my parents came for a visit. I think somebody pushed the fast forward button when they arrived. From the 14th of February till the 4th of March things seem to have gone in a blur.

     
Those first six weeks of the year before my parents came I was constantly thinking about what I would do this year, weather I would go home or stay on for another field service. It was very nice to think of the opportunities coming available on the ship, but at the same time I was balancing that with what else I thought God might have in store for me. Many of my friends will be coming back to the ship and going back to Guinea would always be exciting, but I never could get the peace about coming back. One night while sitting in my bed reading I came to the conclusion that it was time to stop struggling with the decision. When God told me that if I followed His call to Mercy Ships He would take care of everything else. Through my time in 2011 when I decided to come to the ship there was a definite peace about the situation. Every step of the way was very natural and without regret. So, at that time I decided that when I leave the ship in May it will be goodbye for now. This wasn't any easy decision. I'm still not sure what to think about leaving my home of 2+ years. My normal, which is actually pretty crazy, is about to change again.

The next question then comes to mind, if not Mercy Ships then where. It shortly crossed my mind to look for a land based clinic in Africa to work in. Maybe The Luke Commission or something like that. My friend Tiffany is volunteering with them and having great experiences. After contemplating that for a while I decided that it's time to be in the United States again. Currently I'm looking for a Conference Center or Retreat/Camp type place to work. Three years ago I had just heard about Mercy Ships and two years ago I wouldn't have ever expected to be managing a small shop that does $750-$1000 in sales every day. I imagine that what I do next will be in the Guest Services/Support Staff/Food Services realm, but I don't want to limit God to that.


In the mean time I'll be finishing up my time here on the ship over the next 8-10 weeks. They're hoping to have the next Sales Manager picked out so that I can hand-over to them and pass on some of my experiences. Leaving my friends here will be very tough and I'm not sure how excited I'll be about that, but I am excited to be traveling between here and home. I'm looking into traveling for a week or two to see some of the parts of Africa that I haven't been able to see over the last 2+ years.


Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice. Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand; do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.  Philippines 4.4-7